Tuesday, April 1, 2008

I am as reckless as the post says !!

I actually ask her a lot of questions, make her happy about herself, but no questions to me(fullstop) .whats wrong in expecting !! 'Only give and no Take' !! for the heck of it !!, Just because Holy books phrased it , are we to preach the philosophy and not follow the maxim, are all preachers followers ?? ! I am anyways not following it, because reality is not perfect and so is ideal'ity' .

While in college, i was actually bugged. But now everything has grown old, LOVE seems old enough to be celebrated in a happy mode , it is now being celebrated rather getting black. I want to be happy and really want myself to be myself so much so that another inclusion in my life should fit to the model like a T, which if not can prove disastrous, really 'DISASTROUS'.
But my mistakes invariably , I have to accept , my weaknesses can perhaps be related to a whole gamut of feelings, impatience, mood swings, I suffer for which steps to rectify becomes necessary, let me first try out something to get out of mood swing, possibly another post 10 days from date on my reconciliation on mood swing would portray my betterment, HOPEFULLY.

4 comments:

Jan said...

As time passes away , people tend to change and their priority changes.

Make her realize ur expectations , by fulfilling her expectations as well .
As u expect , there may be some expectations from her side as well,
though i agree expectations leads in disappointments at times.

All people are not alike , changes amongst u must come out of love ,
that would be more enjoyable, than forcefull changes.

That may take some time , wait for it and enjoi it when it comes .

Try to prioritize things in ur life , do not give weightage to small issues ,
which will be ok as time goes and when u actually start living together.

Do not think that your assumptions on her expectations are always right.No Man is Perfect.

Trust ur love , U can always win .

Total change out of a gal is always expected , do not think alike as others ,
change for u from her must be out of love.

Bring that in her.

R O C K said...

i will add you as a user, u also blog instead ? think about it !

Jan said...

i dont wish to at this point of time. may be i can do that sometime later.

R O C K said...

why do u eed so much time to think abt writing a blog ?? just some place to vent it out as i see it !!