The music plays !!

Responsibilities has its own definition "The social force that binds you to the courses of action demanded by that force" . Why is the word social force into existence there ?? I really have no clue, then by definition, i am foisting responsiblities on me.Now,Let that statement not sound as a carefree person losing his free'dom'. Its about a feeling of responsiveness to an action that is the need of the hour.....say !! time period also !!
I have really forced and pressurised myself by very wrong scales, according to which i have to be the most guilty, most pounced personality !! But am i one ?? Yes, wrong measures tend to overestimate an ordinary statement. Ok, stating them to be 'overestimated', what could be the true yardstick then, let me introspect ..... initial being my parents and their well-beings, the next cropping up immediately in my mind is my life-long-song, what should i not give her ? I have to give her everything i owe for she is a personality, who can easily mislead you the first time. so did i get into bait !!
I thought shes very ungenerous, she isnt ! i thought money is something that has value, be it anywhere, it isnt ! so 2 important jusgements have toppled, Now what i dont tend to explore as far as human emptions are concerned are, they aree randomness and is always a reflex, that is the truest, for i now agree with Walsch`s verbiage and the subtlety with which the natural behaviour and normal behaviour stuff were dealt !! I have to do something out of my heart for the girl whom i can pay in no other mode !!!
Am gonna start myself on a mission, of 'not exploring' but only accomplishing for myself with the word relative being erased out, this word puts me into jitters !!
iam doing it for 2 entities, my parents and my lady-love-song !!